What are your blood sugar levels like, I know when mine are off I get mad at the dumbest things. Same with the thyroid levels. Also if I am experiencing sudden swings in the bg level that will do that.
We went to this nail place I love and now they have a "Cartoon Spa" for kids. What that was, was a pedicure for kids. They sit in a chair and the seat back has a teddy bear head and then it has a DVD player at the chair and they play movies and cartoons for them. I paid $5 more because Marcella wanted a manicure too. She loved it. Then I told her I'd take her to lunch, anywhere she wanted to go. She chose Morae's. An Iranian restaurant. I love it because my dad is from Iran so I grew up on that food and it reminds me of home when I go there.
The only sore spot in my life right now, is normally my hubby and I are the best of friends. We've always gotten along great and area always laughing and joking with each other. But lately, we can't be in the same room for more than 5 minutes without an argument starting about something (most often about what Marcella should and shouldn't be disciplined for but there are other topics too). It makes me sad because we've always had such a great relationship and I do still love him and I know he loves me because he shows it in everything he does (for instance I work 3rd shifts now at work two nights a week and have been having a really hard time staying awake. So I told him maybe I should bring in our Portable DVD player and my Netflix and start watching them. So he tested it to make sure it was working for me- cuz we haven't used it in ages- and it wasn't. It kept saying no disc. So he kept fiddling with it till he was sure it would work for me tonight) So I know the love hasn't died or anything so I don't understand why we act like this towards each other lately. And of course neither one of us wants to say we're at fault, I tell him he's the one that's angry lately and he says I am. Maybe he is right and he is me. Maybe all the weird hours I work (my hours can be anywhere from 3rd shift to 7am-2pm to anywhere in between all in the same week!) Not that I'm saying I should take the blame but I'm just saying maybe all the changing hours is having a bad effect on me?
To illustrate (I hate to say this almost now you guys will think I'm crazy!) today on my way to work everyone was driving so slow! So I went to pass a car and then I could never switch back over to the lane I needed in time (I had to turn right at some point) because the car I had attempted to pass stayed right even with me after I switched lanes. So I missed my turn. So I just freaked! I started crying and screaming! Just because I missed a turn? So all I have to do is drive a little further and turn back around somewhere. I already take an antidepressant for depression so I don't know. Anyway sorry for the people I posted to that this was kind of OT but I had to vent a little. And also share my wonderful early part of the day cuz mommy daughter day with Marcella was nice at least. But nothing so nice after other than getting to work and getting to watch Grey's Anatomy on DVD between calls.
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
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